Thursday 22 November 2012

Patterns of Priority

This is a poem about Jesus, and some good habits he had with his time management and priorities. It is written as a challenge to myself just as much, if not more so, than to anyone else.

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Power unparalleled
Present perfection
Unmatched understanding and wondrous wisdom
He has
Moreso than any man before or since
The first true Man
Even as so many have first lived
But he Was and Is
Before Them all
And yet, now here he stands
With dust on earthen feet and dirt earthly upon his human hands
In space and time at the foot of the incline of this mountain and the wisdom fountain is of course not dry but as he walks across this land
While they may think him inevitably unassailable
He’s ready practise the pure process of being intriguingly unavailable

Long live the King
It’s not a coronation yet but in ways it might as well be
As the water washes over and that dazzling dove descends
The bottle has popped, the can lid is cut, the curtain raised on the mad bad or God man mighty mission with which so many have since through history become fretfully or fervently familiar
And as this proverbial curtain raises on the stage, the curtain of the sky is ripped in two
Torn top to bottom in the middle and that bright bird blazes through as a virtuous voice vociferously verbalizes valiant words from above
‘You are my Son, whom I love;
With you I am well pleased’
…So it begins, and then, it’s time to leave?
You heard it right, he flees,
Not out of fear for it’s the Spirit here who leads
Down to the desert full of demons and wild beasts, defying reasons, but the season was such that this call he must heed
This world’s war would be fought first on his Knees

Return to Town
It’s showtime now
Sublime spiritual significance to enact
A majestic manifesto to espouse,
mysterious and magnificent mission to embark upon and in time to execute, and here’s the start
Authority meets compassion in paradox, both are paramount
As the one recently attended by angels sees through the labels and opens his hero’s heart
To the sick, poor, blind and lame
Releasing from sickness and redeeming from sin in one breath,
Evaporating pain
Delivering demonically endangered and unclean ordinaries from their previous prisons,
Posturing himself for real love that’s in line with his self-sacrificing vision for this mission
No wonder word spread like wildfire
Over the whole entire region
And yet as a legion of pursuing public descended
Only one thing was defended, and that fiercely
What would his response be?
He got up, and slipped away, at the very dawning of the day, still dark it was so early, disappeared silently
When to a place solitary
And there paused the race and prayer and praise embraced, time just to simply Be
And hear his Father’s voice
Amidst a million muddled routes and options he must make the choice, and as he listened he indeed heard clearly
So when finally reached and his sanctuary breached He said ‘Onward, to preach. We go to Galilee’

These strange examples, only three,
But what of you?
And what of me?
A life of mad-dash, pace that changes like whiplash, racing phases and cash-splash or cash-strapped activity,
Craftily code-worded busyness to mean effective, output the only objective, is this our ‘meaningful’ ministry?
Or, just perhaps…
Is the non-stop merely sin?
Does the Father’s voice speak small within a room of four walls that have shrunken in, been hidden, trapped by the noise of the din?
Could that possibly be?
The obvious utmost principle of the King?
Prayerful input, head-space, rest-space, listening
Filled afresh for the next phase and yes then racing
Productivity not denying, deferring or displacing,
But balanced patterns that led to the wondrous win
These subtle, strange examples three
But what of you?
And what of me?
What will be the song that my life sings?
Unmeasured non-stop busyness,
Or principled patterns of prayerful vividness,
Which one brings my best offering…?

Wounds & Scars

An old poem, added by requests after a recent performance. Click the link below for a video courtesy of the multi-talented Cris Rogers. The video might deviate slightly from the script below... that's down to my impromptu edits/bad memory. Trying to get it all right in one take is utterly terrifying! I hope you are blessed by this offering.

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Wounds & Scars video


Every scar tells a story
Every scar is a lesson learned
It doesn't hurt
Anymore
Each glance is a reminder
Of what to do
Or what not to
And how to go about it
Next time
A scar is done with
Something that's over
Cut closed
Unrestricting to the here and now
Memory of a painful time but now that pain is gone
Only the lesson in memory, sparked by the sight of that scar, lives on

A wound is messy, present, unpredictable
Each open wound is painful still
A wound inhibits, prevents, disables
Any unsealed, unsorted wound can keep one from carrying on
A wound slows progress
No continue
The present pain and uncertain outcome at all times, whether known or unknown, conscious or ignored, still debilitates
And without the proper treatment
A wound will never heal
If no desire to move forwards the convalescence slows
If mistreated, in the absence of purifying water, and instead the presence of the profane, the unclean,
Recovery period stretches further into the future and may never become reality
Held back, incapacitated, afflicted constantly
Wounded permanently

So here we lie each one
Some multiply-ly wounded
Others with only one
Nobody emerging at this point unscathed
Everybody scarred
The task, the quest from this position in order to complete the mission, fulfill potential of this commission, is all wounds to heal
And of all scars be wary
For what fool takes or makes the same wound twice?
From that which causes no further pain but is a source of monumental memory, let's learn
Celebrate the scars,
By paying them respect, response, return
But don't reopen them
Don't make new old wounds
To restart recovery does no good
And what of wounds still open?
Well, treat them well, and do not cling to them or pay them too much heed
For soon they too will be only scars moving us forward
Reminders of lessons learned
Exactly what we need

So here we lie each one
Some multiple-ly wounded
Others with only one
Nobody emerging at this point unscathed
In this great hospital of Life
Hope battered, but not barred
The task: to heal the wounds of another
And have yours mended by no mere 'lover'
But by fathers, mothers, sisters and brothers
Paralyzing infection of these wounds to catch
To reach a point of celebration after strife
It's okay, it's alright,
Everybody's scarred.